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My Life in Mirrors

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nff Feb 03, 2008
Life is going crazy and i don't know what to do.
my life is spirilling and my future is starting to blend into what i thought was normallity
i have to pull my bfinger out and work towards my gcses because atm i don't think ill have much future thanks to them, and i do need to work desperatly hard to scratch the surface of what i can do. so i'm making a resolution to study and work as hard as i possibly can. starting right now. i need to do what i can to make life worth living.

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  • Member Since: 2008-02-03
  • Relationship Status: looking
  • Orientation: Straight
  • Religion: Agnostic
  • Drink: Yes
  • Smoke: No
  • Children: Someday
  • Education: High School

About Me:

[being unoriginal is a trend]and i won't follow it

nicholas james tudascz lubacz jenkin. 13/06/1992. not like you.
i have a desire for perfection, so i need to meet someone who needs perfecting. i like perfection. while everyone else is studying and doing homework i'm wasting my life away on myspace, which is too hard to change. i find it hard to complete things, i get easily distracted by things happening around me.

i have dreams. no one will stop me living them or my life. i don't have problems cutting ties if it'll benefit me. i don't have a good effect on people, and it's a wonder my friends have kept me round that long. i like to personalise aspects of my life and aspects of the person i am. i don't like having the same stuff as everyone else, i like to be unique when it comes to things. it makes peple listen to you. i don't follow trends to fit in. if i like something i'll do it, and don't thing i wont.

i love to be in relationships, even though i know at this point in my life i like being single, so i can focus on my life and getting all i can out of myself and putting effort into creating an amazing future. i don't think people are hot because anyone else does and i don't give a fuck what anyone thinks about my choices in love. i find it hard to be in love and i need to meet someone who can make my heart race and palms sweat. i'm still waiting.

life is going to get so much different so quickly and i'm unprepared, but i will have to learn to losing friends and family easier than i do now. i find it hard to let things go. in august one portion of my life will be over and i'll me moving closer to the big world and i'm not ashamed to say i'm scared that i don't make people proud. i hope i'll meet you in 20 years and i'll show you exactly what i can do.

Interests:

caffeine fueled insomnia. camera ready pose. owe inspiring choices. alcohol driven lifestyle.

Favorite Music:

britney spears, jeffree star, cascada, mia, jimmy eat world, dizzie rascal, paramore, panic at the disco, the veronicas, dj sammy, basshunter, fergie, kylie, gwen stefani, rihanna, paris hilton, ciara

Favorite Movies:

the holiday, in the her shoes, how to lose a guy in 10 days, the devil wears prada, ultraviolet, pulp fiction, casino royale, blood diamond, v for vendetta, mr and mrs smith, the break up

Favorite TV Shows:

friends, joey, all access, fabulous life of, the hills, newport harbour, the oc, laguna beach, american idol, hollyoaks, corrie